Hi Guys,
I seriously need help as I've been gambling over the last 10 years. It all started of like many others betting $100-200 at the casino and now I am doing $2,000 a spin on roulette.
I am sick of tired of this behavior. I've tried to quit so many time but the losses are too big for me to totally give up. I seriously don't know what to do. I did attended GA meeting a few time but it doesn't seem to help. Even attending these meeting I ended up lying to the counselor.
One time I won 120K in one session of 200/400LHE and ended up losing it during a friends house party while high and drunk. My drinking escalated, my drug use (coke, ecstasy) has escalated. I was gambling non stop until I hit rock bottom, maxed out my CCs, loans, money borrowed from friends and stakers. Curran gambled the money online A DERRY woman won almost £400,000 on one day gambling - but lost it all within 48 hours. I was up 600 quid which rubs the wound to me, and i ended up losing 400 quid, thats like a lost 1000 quid in one night, Im really feeling dissapointed and depressed. Its been 2 days since this happened and my mood has been horrible. Im feeling sucidal, like really sad. How do i get over this mood. Well im done from gambling but i cant kill this feeling. 4 Mark Jonhston lost $500,000 at a Las Vegas Casino in one weekend Las Vegas casinos are notorious for serving their patrons a few drinks while they are gambling, to loosen them up and bet a little more money than they should. However, Nevada law bars casinos from allowing patrons who are clearly intoxicated to gamble.
The last 3 years I have built a successful business but now the cookie seem to crumble as I've been taking business money out for gambling. The problem here is the business has high taking but the outgoing is a lot too. I am blinded when using the money now and not be able to cover my expenses when end of the months comes around.
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This week alone Day 1... won 5k. Day 2 lost 10k and Day 3 lost 17k. I am on the brink of breaking apart. I got no sense of money value here.Lost 400 Gambling Games
What breaks my heart the most is every morning, my wife (married for 1 year) wakes up early for work and she only earns 200-250 a day max. Here I am throwing money like an idiot. The current mess is so big now I am affair to tell her as this will 100% break our marriage. There is 5% I can cover all of this if everything stop at this instant.
But on the other hand my head keep saying DO NOT give up and beat the casino/sportsbet again. For example I keep thinking all I need is to obtain large sum of money to make MORE money.
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I'm scared at this age I don't stop it will get worst. The numbers will just increase no matter how much money I earn. And if the stake is too high then the life might be on the line.Lost 400 Pounds Gambling
Jack - Australia.